Yes, it’s almost 7 and I’ve been awake since 2:40. V. was awake for 3 hours … I’m just worried about how this cumulative lack of sleep is/will affect my health and the baby. And I feel like I SHOULD be able to control this situation but I just can’t seem to get a grip on things. I feel so unable to do the things I should be doing to take care of myself so I don’t end up on bedrest/C-section again.
Husband gets back tomorrow.