Due to a major traffic jam, I was unable to make it to my appointment and had to reschedule for Wednesday. So anti-climactic. I feel like I’ve spent all my worry-energy and now just feel calm. In fact, I’m thinking of telling T. that Clara is going with me, and telling Clara that T. is going with me, and just going by myself. I feel bad for wasting 3 hours of her time this afternoon for NOTHING.